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- in the end its worth it. i dont know if thats true anymore. the doctors are worried about how bad i am actually screwing up my body. no kids? broken bones? always cold? hair falling out? heart stopping? major organs and mussels stopping? not to mention i pee mussel through my urine. i really dont want it to get to the no kids or major stuff stopping, i mean the only thing thats good is my iron. its getting better though. im trying. even though i had 5 doctors appt. in 5 days, its sortof nuts. i hate going. i hate being labeled. i hate the doctors. ive felt happier than i did in janurary when my parents didnt even notice my depression and cutting. but ive cut a week ago, i havent told anyone but you. felt good, its been such a long time, i dont wanna be sick anymore
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