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hit or miss i think i binge to much. i think i dont really binge, i just think i do. i think i have binging days. i think i think about food to much. i think i miss my school and my friends. but i think i dont miss the pain that came with it though. i dont miss waking up everyday and wishing i died in my sleep. i dont miss the blacktrash. i dont miss walking in the halls wishing the day was over. i dont miss crying at night begging my mom to let me stay home the next day. i dont miss comparing myself to the other girls, and hating how i would never be them or pretty or skinny as them, so i starved and caused scars on my body. i dont miss abby. i dont miss alot of people. i miss almost getting detentions in ms. yukstas with kc. i miss making fun of jewboy/lanboy jarred. i miss andy candy and glancing at how beauitful he was everyday, and knowing he was always too good for me. i miss the people that made me smile. i miss rubber band kenny. i miss not being freinds with sallyjoe anymore. i miss smoking in sallyjoes room. i miss not being friends with her. i wanna look cool. i wanna look like a hawt rockstar. i wanna not feel fat and ugly. i wanna go out with confidence in myself. and most of all, i wanna enjoy life.
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