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dealth by silence things have been a little crazy lately. ive been on the go constantly and i really dont want it to end. im afraid it will, infact i know it will. Aug. 30th. school. a whole different world. and im afraid. afriad it will bring out the demon in me again. the depressed jamie. the sick jamie. i dont want that. today i had therpay. i dropped 7 lbs in 2 weeks. i think its 2 more lbs. and im underweight. what the fuck do they know. i do not see how this is possible. i really dont. i mean i didnt do this on purpose. well. i threw up once. GOD WHY?! i shouldn't have. i was hyped up on drugs at the time and ashamed of myself. i didnt tell the therapist lady. she suspects. but it was one fucking time. i haven't told anyone... but you. so keep this sealed between your lips so i wont get in trouble. Oh. what am i worried about? i know i can trust you.
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