4353e rte6
2005-08-26 @ 3:42 p.m.

i just read my last entry and theres parts i dont even remember saying. everything is so much different in my life now from 3 weeks ago. logan and i broke up, a week before our 6 months. it was my fault, i fell out of love. it makes me cry thinking about it, i just wish i had someone again. i liked this boy and i had sex with him, i told logan when we were on a break before the breakup. so it was my fault. my fault. but im okay. really i am. i just miss being wanted and loved. its gona take me a long time to find love again. i dont think i want to go through it again. the boy i like and had sex with still cares for his old girlfriend, which is not a big surprise, do i ever win? i started my college classes on monday. there good. i start my highschool classes this coming up monday, which sucks. i wish i could be a full time college student instead of taking only a few classes.

My skin is like a map
of where my heart has been
And i cant hide the marks
but its not a negative thing
So i let down my guard
drop my defences down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
with no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily
so be gentle when u handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree

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