this is for you, darling
2005-10-02 @ 7:21 p.m.

school is going fairly well, i pretty much like all my classes, i mean i have to right? i asked logan a few weeks ago to get back with me and that i made the biggest mistake ever, but he said no and that i changed, and he could never love me anymore... figures. Ive gotton over it now, and im pretty happy. im talking to this boy named duckie, and i think he has the most amazing personality this world could offer. and my eating disorder, hmmm. well. i dont think i have one right now but i know at any point it could slip. ive started going to the gym at school thats free, and i love it, but then i also got a pass to the YMCA gym, so i could work out there too. i hope i dont get obsessed with this gym thing, cause i dont think thats too healthy to go everyday. but i always think about my size, and how fat i am, cause i am fat, and how every food is bad for you, i mean its an every meal thing, and i guess i just grew use to it.

oh yeah, my great aunt vie died today, and i have to go to her funeral friday, which is my 17th birthday. isnt that a wonderful birthday present?

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